I woke up at noon again. But this time I was home alone. Comfortable and satisfied. Sleep feels absolutely amazing when no one is there to wake you up. I don’t have the most comfortable sleeping area but at least I have something to sleep on. As well as a roof to sleep under. I am grateful for my parents putting up with me for so long. 21 years. And I’ll be 22 this year. Wow.
Hopefully early next year I will have my own place to sleep in. But the DMV isn’t the cheapest place to live and the job market is super competitive. I’m not sure if I’ll survive here unless I publish a few books. Which I am working on.
I will definitely publish my poetry first. It’s quicker and I’m getting more inspiration to write poetry than I am my other projects. I have three novel ideas. I try my best to work on them but bits and pieces come to me randomly. Good thing I always have my phone handy so I can catch them all.
I have to try making goals again. I’m terrible at making and sticking with goals. I always say I want to set goals and I do. But I only reach one small goal and get “lazy.” I lose motivation real quick and I’m not sure why or what I can do to keep it. That’s another thing I have to talk about in therapy tomorrow.
I think that’s enough rambling for tonight. Good Night WordPress.